Wednesday, August 4, 2010


Ya, you could probably guess by the title... Beta was negative...not even a low number.. no number. I've been crying all day. I feel so empty. So sad.

We don't have enough money to do invitro again... which makes me even more sad b.c I wanted to have Ang's babies.

The next step is wait for my period, and start preparing for artifical insemination on me, with my eggs.

I can't believe this is happening, I felt so good about it. I'm 100% crushed

I'm lucky I have Ang though, we are sad but we have eachother


  1. Aw, sweetie. I know how you feel. It is so debilitating when it doesn't work. I'm going to stay away from blogging for a while because of this shit, but I caught your post and I wanted to tell you how sorry I am that it didn't work out this time.

  2. Dammit! I am SO sad for you ladies. I really wanted this to work for you. "Sorry" just doesn't seem to cover it, but it's all I have to offer... :(

  3. So incredibly sorry! Hold onto each other and be good to yourself. Take care.

  4. We are so sorry! You are lucky to have each other. Take time to be sad and then get your heart and mind ready for the next round. We are thinking about you both.